Post by Buffy Summers on Apr 2, 2011 13:41:21 GMT -5
Buffy decided to take a walk after seeing Spike at the hotel. She needed to clear her head. She knew they needed her here but she couldn't help feeling unwanted. It didn't matter how she felt. It never mattered. She couldn't have what she wanted, could never have what she really wanted. She'd just have to deal with it, like everything else. It'd sure be nice if someone was on her side. She felt so alone. Of course, that hadn't changed, she always felt alone. Even when there was a crowd of people around her, Buffy still felt all alone. She was upset. More than upset, she was angry. She really needed someone right now and none of her friends were there for her, not even Dawn. Where were they when she needed them?
She just continued to walk, trying to clear her head. She was a mess and there was nothing she could do about it. She wanted to cry again but as always she held back the tears and tried to smile. It was a fake smile but no one would ever know.
She just continued to walk, trying to clear her head. She was a mess and there was nothing she could do about it. She wanted to cry again but as always she held back the tears and tried to smile. It was a fake smile but no one would ever know.
